My life is traveling the world and constantly being disappointed by the people in it.
Thank you, thank you!! <3
Theres a lot going on. I don’t use this anymore but maybe I should just write about it. I’m flying across the globe in 20 days and it makes me really anxious. I’m out of shape and too consumed by school work to prep for camping in the middle of winter at high elevation. I’m broke and I hate relying on my parents for money. I’ve been at home a week and my chaotic transfer process has my mom’s OCD eating her alive and shes having meltdowns. My boyfriend is the best and worst thing in my life right now and I really don’t have the emotional capacity for it. I’m moving across the country in a month and a half with no set job or school set up for the future. I want to go to grad school but I’m too scared to try. I keep getting myself in trouble and ruining opportunities for myself, and then even more insane opportunities fall into my lap and my head is spinning from all the constant changes. It’s hard to maintain a balance. I am exhausted.
came on tumblr to declare my new found interest in TREES and theres all this PORN (that I willingly follow)…………………… tumblr I have forgotten your true purpose, oh how things have changed
In light of beginning a new and exciting relationship with a genuine and sincere man, I of course get an unexpected message. My ex boyfriend from the summer sends me a message saying his recent relationship has failed, he misses me, he made a mistake and “devalued” the relationship we had. He wants to move back to California because thats where I’ll be. Can’t I just be happy for one day without this kind of anxiety? It’s not my fault we lived together and were very serious and you told me you loved me, then a week after I moved you got back with your ex and told me to delete your number. Who are you to tell me you haven’t been happy with your decision?